I feel like I've been channeling my old self,

the part of me that feels alive, and just savors each drop of life I can manage to get my hands on.

I feel like this is an awakening, of me becoming settled, and learning to be the part of me that was happy to be in my room drifting off to a favorite album, the part of me that let my week just be made with a single night with the best company doing nothing important, the part of me that was just thankful for the tiniest things.. not the person that I've become that is accustomed to all of these things because they come easier now..

I need to remind myself this, you know? Remember not to take for granted things that didn't come so easy, that not everyone has, that I wanted so desperately at a point.

Things I've been lovin'
- my relationship with my fam
- my relationship with Nick
- the sun!
- me using up/giving away/selling things I bought years ago
- the thought behind my purchases
- the fat paycheck that is waiting for me at the end of this weeeeek!
- the way I've been spending my leisure time

Things I haven't been lovin'
- the big knots in my back that have been pulling at my back bones