btw, am I the only one where my dreams are like a separate life? They're all interconnected, and each time I dream, it's like I'm tuning into this alternate life I have..
- Anyway, in my alternate life, I've been collecting a series of tattoos.. I've been contemplating the idea of tattoos for a while now, but just afraid of the commitment. I like change, I like the idea of starting from a clean slate, and tattoos don't really permit that. I like changing and cleaning out parts of my life all the time. Anyway, the end of the dream ended with me staring at a mirror naked, looking at all my pieces and wanting to just get them all removed. I was so dissatisfied with parts of my body that I wanted to see bare again - as if tattoos were clothes hiding something. Anyway, this has been pretty much lingering in my mind and I took it as a sign that tattoos aren't for me. The tattoo I wanted to get was a series of peonies along my calf, by the way. I just think floral tattoos without outlines and more like a watercolor style is so, so, so gorgeous.. but maybe in another life, eh?
Finals week has finally come to and end, and let's just say I'm glad it's over and I hope I still only have 2 courses left after this finals week. Finals wroth 65% of your grade should really, really, really, be illegal.
Last night I slept around 2 and woke up at 7, and that is most sleep I've gotten in a night for the past 3 days. I am so glad the hell that is finals week is over, and the blessing, the wonderful blessing of SUMMER has arrived.
Tomorrow I graduate (WHAT THE FUCK!), Sunday I leave for Palm Springs, and somewhere near the end of the next week I'll be in the glorious company of the Grand Canyon, and some dibble dabble around California in between. I'm anticipating the purchase of a new laptop to help me find a second job, a summer filled with days at the beach, early morning runs/gym time/blogilates, and just a lot of great summer lovin'. Nick will probably be up in NorCal and I'm.. probably going to have a lot of time alone and honestly, I'm pretty excited for it. I feel like school keeps me in this buzzing daze of things to do, time to fight for sleep, and battle for leisure that I think that this summer will allow a lot of time to focus on myself and a series of just things I've been wanting to do. I'm very excited... God please bless me with a passing grade for my Microeconomics class so I can not have summer school.
Alright, I woke up early to run an errand for work, before work, now I'm going to finish up work, pick up my aunt and cousins from LA and probably get dinner with them? School's done, but now life is catching up.
Catch me under the California sun.
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