Today I feel peaceful

knowing that my next relationship, I'm going to be the best girlfriend ever.
going through the rest of my life, I'm striving to be the best version of myself possible, and I'm so excited when that transformation is complete.

I'm just excited for where the rest of life takes me.

I actually was able to sleep last night and struggled to get out of bed today when my alarm went off.
It's nice to be able to sleep - you don't realize how nice it is to be able to sleep through the night until you can't. I'm glad that I feel no need to cry, no heavy hearted feeling all day long, a lack of attachment to my phone, and just excitement for the future and a little bit of solemn for what has happened this month.

But you know, I need to learn how to live with no regrets. I need to let go of my baggage and focus on being the best version of myself.

..I'm so excited. Every time I think of who I am now, compared to before, I feel my lips curving into a small smile because I already know I'm so much better than before. I'm not going to look for love, but I'm excited for when I get to be a girlfriend again and just.. give it my all. I don't know when that'll be, but I don't mind being alone either. I am just happy to be better than before.

...yes.

Things to focus on:
- money for plane ticket to Europe by Dec
- a real job
- minimizing the things I own