Thursday, January 23, 2014

Honestly, every night

I tell myself, okay you have to be more productive tomorrow. I feel like a lot of people my age right now are really going after their dreams and goals and yadada whatevas and I'm constantly stuck in this rut.

Good news is that I don't think I'm the only one that thinks they're stuck in this rut. I mean, academically, I'm still moving forward and I'm passing my classes soooo... I mean, I'm not completely standstill, yeah?

Anyway, lately I've been feeling really hateful, but not really hating anyone. I mean, I just was getting really irritated and all over PISSED OFF at stuff and one of my special talents is being really passive aggressive and passive in general. It can get kind of out of control sometimes.

Luckily, I'm not completely insane or I think I'm not..

Better off in the shower, I have to remind myself of something that was under my "About me:" on MySpace.. yeah, we're really going old school today. But it was a picture of an old PostSecret of some people on a bench and written in sharpie on this picture was "be kind for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle." And I just needed to stop and remind myself, people are the way they are because of reasons, and you shouldn't punish them for those reasons. Life is about helping and loving each other.

Gandhi might not have had his whole life on the right track, but an eye for an eye does make the whole world blind.


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