mental vomit Sunday

I have just been really digging recording my thoughts and just writing in general a lot lately. I feel like each day, I brew and simmer the same thoughts in my head until I like them in their completed form.

I've been really irritated with inconsiderate people lately. It's not that they make me sad, it's just sometimes I can't believe some people need to be taught to be courteous still. Especially in this day and age where I feel like we have all experienced short comings from others to know not to repeat those same actions. I don't know, I think I need someone to bounce these thoughts of because I'm not really getting anywhere with them on my own. I just know I need to collect and deliver these thoughts in a better manner than currently.

What I have really been appreciating is just my daily life. It seems calm, exciting, loving, new, comfortable and so many more adjectives that my tiny vocabulary can't seem to bring into my mind. I am digging that some nights are filled with things I want to do, but don't have the time. I have always really loved this comfort every time it has come into my life - the tragedy of wanting to do so much but not having enough time to do it all because the opposite is so much more.. miserable. Of having nothing to do, but plenty of time. I think that for me is true unhappiness and failure. I am so young, so small, and have only seen so little. To not be insatiable for what I do not know just seems to be... absurd. I want to check out the Thursday nightly farmer's market down the street from us. I want to check out the Farmer's Market on Thursday night's in LA in that little Japanese spot. I also want to check out the Farmer's Market in Hillcrest on the weekends. I haven't done some actual adventuring into the wilderness in a while either.

I'm going to try to stop thinking and talking about the past. I want to focus more on the present.

Forecast ahead for the week:
- pledge's Showcase tonight; excited to see my little
- Midterm Monday night, cooking pasta afterwards (rare occasion where I'm the one cooking..)
- Selling clothes, registering for classes Wednesday night
- Farmer's Market Thursday night

I'm going to look up something fun for next weekend since it's finally the period in between midterms and finals where we can take a breath. I want to do something outdoorsy and fun and then grab a beer at some hole in the wall.

Here we go.