when i make people i care about upset,
i get stressed out of my mind
just this unsettling bubbling feeling in my chest and mind
it's so bad that I suddenly fall beneath a wave of everything else that annoys me and my reaction no longer becomes a reaction to just that event. a catalyst has been set off and my reaction is ridiculous, absurd and begs for an apology... from my end.
I have been working on this flaw for so long and sure enough it never fails to rise to the surface as if a reminder to stay grounded because you're not perfect and there is still work to be done when I think I've gotten it all down
here's to me and this over active mind
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