One of my worser qualities is definitely how bratty I can become when I don't get what I want. I just want to shut you out, stop everything, create an abrupt, dramatic ending, and wallow in my own... I don't even know what to call it.
The things that hurt the most are always the things that teach you the greatest lessons. Out of the best friends I've had in my life, once acquiring a boyfriend/girlfriend, the regular-friends are usually dropped... but expected to be adjust once said boyfriend/girlfriend disappears.
Man, it's mostly girls though. I've never been one with ever have many girl friends.. I don't know why. I really wish I had more. But the trend in my life is that once a girl gets a boyfriend, they adopt their friends (the boy's), their plans (the boys), and etc. It's pretty lame being on the end that wants to hang out more.. but doesn't. There's just something have girl friends can never replace, you know?
Tonight I became more aware of the fact of what a brat I am,
and to nourish, not starve, friendships just because I'm in a relationship.. without starving that either.
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